This year comes to a close as a new one begins. There have been many ups and downs. Trials and tribulations have proven once again that no one is immune. We have songs to remember and movies we can't forget. This is the last day to make good memories for the year. I'm going to close this blog with a haiku.
The end of the year
Is finally here at last
Make good decisions.
Sonnet
With treasures flowing down from above,
my hope is to be as loyal as the dove.
Every smile to melt the cold cold heart;
I steer towards happiness as you do your part.
Winter dreams have come and gone,
yet still I'm waiting to take you home.
Let us begin a new journey closer to bliss;
free from uncertainty and sealed with a kiss.
Shall I win the heart that can't be won
Will my crusade of love ever be done?
Or will you just flee forever from my sight
Leaving me lonely and abandoned in the night
Though I must urge on, I also remain still
Praying you are apart of His divine will.
Finally after a seven month long toil justice has been served. It's been a crazy year to say the least. My name has been cleared of something I never committed. I can now breathe and enjoy what's left of this year. I feel like a new me all over again. It's exciting to know that if God is for you then no one can be against you. I forgive and I forget. Respect must still be earned. I'm keeping this short just to say thankfully I am still here and I am happy.
My pretty-eyed wonder
Looking for a knight in armor
Chivalry is what I bring to you
Your smile holds great value
You and I can be a good team
I promise I'm exactly what I seem
If you like coffee and conversation
Maybe we can create a new relation
I am one who wears his heart on his sleeve
No fake persona just real as I can be
As true to my word I do lay claim
To make you happy and ease your pain.
Breathing Fire
I am the fire that burns the same one that keeps you warm. I can choose to destroy you or keep you away from harm. I'm the adrenaline of a dragon. The fuel of his breath. I seek to destroy falsehoods. And make sure no fake people are left. Getting onward with my journey the truth has arrived. It should soon get better once I've verified. The opening I seek may be waiting for me. Once I locate the crown I will have everything. The friends I've lost were never true. The fire has burned them, that's the card they drew. I'm moving up and there's no stopping me now. The air in my wings and the heat on my brow. The mystery lies in the fire from which up was born. A real life dragon setting ablaze a world so torn.
I wonder if the powers that be would change the way they do things if one of their precious monuments were destroyed. Buildings literally stand for something. They are supposed to be symbols with great value and meaning. So, now we have puppets putting on a show for us. Feeding us poison and lies. The man running things is not really in control. He pushes forward an agenda that is not his own. This does not excuse his actions. Why sell your soul? What else would you put a price on? You have taken away the peoples right to choose which is the very thing that makes us human. Most people don't even care. I guess they prefer being zombies. The few out there will eventually band together and do something powerful. A statement must be made. Maybe someone will finally rise up with a brilliant idea. Perhaps some hero or heroine will rescue us from this misery. Even though in this day and age bravery gets you labeled a terrorist or unpatriotic. You can't even speak out against corruption anymore. It's time for a real change. One that will take major precedence and set the tone for a free nation. Let's go back to the spirit of 1776. The declaration of independence and the constitution should not be used as toilet paper. They should instead be the foundation of what we stand for. So, you can go ahead and try to kill us all but you will never kill our ideas and the principles for which we stand.
Boyfriend Application
Here is my resumé:
White, Joseph B
DOB- July 12,1986
Current age (27)
Height-5'8
Weight-210 lbs
Black hair, brown eyes
Average build
I don't smoke. I don't do drugs.
I don't have kids.
I drink every now and then, all things in moderation.
I work out when I feel like it, I'm not a workout nut or health extraordinaire.
I have an excellent source of income with my current job.
I have my own place. I have my own car, PT cruiser and I love it.
I studied English at Biola university.
I have no history of mental illness.
My favorite sports teams are the Chicago Bulls and the Chicago Bears.
I'm not one who cheats.
I cook very rarely.
I have three siblings, two brothers and one sister.
I am a Christian and darn proud of it. I'm not ashamed of the gospel.
My political persuasion leans from moderate to conservative with a hint of libertarian.
I don't have any piercings or tattoos but I do appreciate anyone who does.
My favorite movie of all time is the matrix.
My top three favorite music genres are Alternative Rock, R&B, and Country.
My idea of a perfect date is going to dinner and a movie followed by a coffehouse for conversation. Yes, I'm old-fashioned.
I always open doors and imbue chivalry at all times.
I believe in giving women the ultimate respect, trust and attention.
I would like to have equal footing with any potential. We don't have to think alike or make the same money we just should have mutual respect for each other. Accept me for who I am because I don't judge and I'm very open minded. I'm single.
I have a past and it is filled with exes but thankfully no drama.
I would just like to share Love and the connection of what it means.
My true friends are references of the type of gentleman I am; I'm sure they could provide a great recommendation.
I hereby certify that the information given by me in this application is true to my knowledge and I give you the authorization to verify it using any means you deem appropriate.
Joseph B White
Do you have room for one friend?
It's a necessary question in todays time. Everyone is so full of their own world they've created. It must be so comfortable. However, there's always that one person whom you neglect. One person that gets the short end of the stick. Do you even know who that person is? Do you know his or her name? Are you aware that person even exists? This person is well-mannered, has respect for everything and is genuinely kind. Is this person not worthy of your time? Do you spare five minutes? It's too easy to say you don't have time. But if you never take time how can you ever have time? Maybe this person invited you to a nice sunday lunch or perhaps a quiet afternoon at the park. Perhaps he or she wanted to see a movie with you. This type of friend opened the doors of their place to you but is still neglected and disrespected. Yet you have the audacity to call this person, "friend." Maybe you should read the definition of that word. It takes a friend to be a friend. Not only is friend but a word, what matters the most about this particular word is the connection the word implies. Just like love. When you say you love someone, the word itself means nothing. But the connection and meaning behind the word is the true power of that said emotion. Some people say there are different levels and types of friends. That just might be true. I still envision that when someone says friend, they mean that this is someone they care for, respect and trust. If you have a friend of the opposite sex this could potentially lead down to the path of companionship, i.e. boyfriend/girlfriend. Now, this is not always the case but it is possible. So, the person you have excluded is probably one if the best people you should have in your life. Who wouldn't want a positive force in their life? Perhaps some people just have to grow up. Maybe they're just not ready yet. The sad part is some of you already have made up minds and will continue filling your world with poison to the point where your beacon of light will be nothing more than a flicker of a flame. You don't have to ask what sparked this. You only need to know that still now, even today, there is at least one person who is looking for room. You may even call this person a friend. Hopefully you decide to examine your life and the choices you've made. It's time to let in the positive energy and let go of the negative influence. Just ask yourself one question; do you have room for one friend?
This is my only outlet. I have waned off of facebook and twitter. Hopefully I can write more and post more on this blog. A lot of things has happened as of late. We still have a government that doesn't care about it's people. Laws are being broken everywhere you turn. Family has its uphill battles. Friends are only around for convenience. What more can I say? The walking dead is back on AMC but I say the zombies are here in real life walking around with their heads down and eyes glued to their giant screens on their smartphones. And what is it with these women today. Does and girl know what the heck she wants? Don't say you want the good guy who will treat you right and always be there for you because that's bullcrap. You don't really want a nice guy. Nice guys are always getting the last draw or sometimes no draw at all. I am of the creed of chivalry. I put women first. I respect a lady. Yet I observe you women chasing after douchebags that don't deserve you. Anyway, there's obamacare and the affordable care which people don't realize is the same thing. All of it just a ploy to steal more info from you and track your every move. America reached the fiscal cliff and was able to come to an agreement in the eleventh hour. It's amazing that these sheep walk around never taking notice of the world in which they live. I observe everything. I can see the entire formula. I'm going to close this rant with my three personal principles by which I live. "Truth, Justice and Respect." This is my motto. It's what keeps me going. Those of you who read this will understand it, some won't bother. That's okay, one day they will see what I see. My hope is that it won't be too late.
Many people have said the serenity prayer but few realize the power in the words. This entry will focus on courage to change the things you can. Yes, certain things are out of our control but there are some things that we must stand up and fight for. We have free will. That gives us power. The power to choose is an amazing thing. So be courageous and choose wisely. I have had many unfortunate events recently. Some wounds have been reopened and other scars have healed. I choose to be courageous through it all. Yes, I've been hurt. I have been kicked while I was down. I have been betrayed in the worst way but I still choose to control the outcome. There is purpose in all of our lives. Without it there would be no reason to exist. Do not choose to be a victim, there's no courage in that. Instead, choose to fight. Stand up for your rights. No one has power over you unless you relinquish it to them. I'm going to fight back. I stand for truth, justice and respect. My courage will rest in my ability to face all things head on and with the power of God. My story has only begun and change will always be evident. But it is I who will choose how I respond. "courage to change the things I can." Freewill is my catalyst to engineer the courage I need to overcome for that is what I'm destined to do.
Because I'm black I'm already categorized and prejudiced before I even open my mouth. Because I'm black I have to work smarter and harder than the next one or else I'm presumed as lazy. Because I'm black you already think you have me figured out because of the way my people are portrayed in modern media. According to you I mistreat and disrespect women because that's how my people are displayed. But you don't even know me. You don't know my individual beliefs or what I stand for. I guess I'm just guilty until proven innocent. My skin doesn't define who I am within. Don't tell me sorry you're not into black guys and say you're not racist; It's just a preference. That's a hot load of B.S. and I'm not buying it. Furthermore, others who shy away or get intimated just by me walking down the street, understand that I'm harmless. Respect me the way I respect you. I don't like to play the so called race card but goodness gracious, come on people. It's the 21st century. Stop trying to give me a title, just call me by my name. I am not a color, I am a human being just like you. My heart beats, my blood is red when I am cut. I breathe the same air as you. Even though you judge me and criticize me and fill your eyes with hate towards me, I still love you and pray God have mercy on you all. Hasty generalization is a fallacy. Instead of categorizing an entire group based on color, religion or any other factor; how about you start to understand and appreciate the individual. Because I'm black, I am strong. Because I'm black, I'll sing my song. And even though most times the deck is stacked. I will hold my ground and be thankful because I AM BLACK.
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.
You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.
You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.
When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.
They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.
There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.
You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.
Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again.
Colours seem brighter and more brilliant.
Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all.
A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.
In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby.
Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.
You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.
You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.
You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you.
You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.
Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.
~Bob Marley~
I can't complain is a common answer that many use when asked the question, "How are you doing?"
A friend answered me that way recently. "I can't complain."
I thought about it.
Yes you can.
Yes you can complain. You can complain about virtually anything. Even if one area of your life is virtually perfect, there will be something in another area that could use improving. There will be something that you can complain about.
The poor have complaints. The middle has complaints. The rich have complaints. Those with little power have complaints. The president has complaints.
Due to the very nature of life, there will always be things that you can complain about, that's not the question nor the issue.
The question is, "Will you?"
Will you see the beauty or the bump? The glory or the gory? That which you have or that which you perceive that you lack? The excellent or the terrible?
Depending upon your viewpoint, you will either praise or complain.
Listen to the sermon, "See The Beauty" an adventure in seeing the beauty in less than ideal situations.
So how am I doing?
Excellent!
I know everything happens for a reason. I don't believe in luck or happenstance. Whether good our bad things happen to serve a purpose. Sometimes I don't know the reason or even understand it. But there is a reason nonetheless. Recently my front right tire went flat as I was driving home from Lompoc, CA to Long Beach, CA. I had a flashback of a driver who suffered a blowout. I exit the freeway and pull into a gas station. I'm safe, AAA comes and gives me a tow home. The next day I get the tire replaced. Then yesterday as I'm driving to work praying to God to bless my journey, my right rear tire pops. I had to immediately swerve to my right to get off the freeway. Once again I call aaa but this time I have already used up my four free calls. So $60 later the spare is put on my car and I drive to the auto shop to get a new tire once again. Also it turns out on that same wheel, I had to replace two lugnuts and a stud. Needless to say I had to miss work. At this point my funds are under $20. I'm struggling to see how I'm going to make it through the week. But that's not all. I know God is keeping and blessing me anyway. I'm grateful to be alive and I give all my pause to the most high God. He is worthy. Yes, I do feel tested but it's okay because God will deliver. And thank you Rhee for being there for me. Even though you live the furthest away, you actually took time to answer my calls. I called co workers who lived near the area of where I was stranded and didn't get a single answer. I have been tested justly and I still look up for my help. This is what I've been going through for the past for days. God bless you all.
I'm going to keep this short and simple. Freedom is the right you have not a privilege you gain. Don't let anyone take what they didn't give you. Keep making choices, don't let the government strip you of that. You are human and were created for a purpose. Your freedom can not be bought but if you decide to give it away, you lose the very thing that makes you human. Freedom is your choice. Be wise.
A Deadly Game
Some people can't see.
They have eyes but are so blind.
Walking around as dumb sheep. Searching but they won't find.
Their knowledge is limited to their senses.
No thoughts outside the box. Ignoring the door as opportunity knocks.
Foolish decisions leave them stranded.
Empty living has their mind branded.
What lies beneath the surface? They will never know.
Why won't they wake up? This is all just a show.
Fists of fury soon put to shame.
The outcome of a deadly game.
Change of the Tide
I've been crying the entire day
Trapped by my own tears
I can't seem to pull away
Drowning in a sea of fear
Who will help me out this place
Where is my true friend
Why is this always the case
Is there just no real end
You saw the glory
You earned the fame
You sold the story
You made your name
My comfort and grief
Though painful for a season
Will soon see a relief
And have a pertinent reason
Now I look to tomorrow
For there is a bright side
Somewhere there's no sorrow
Following the change of the tide
My style is unlike anything you've seen. My flavor isn't anything you've ever tasted. My flow is steady and gentle like the breeze. My thoughts are deep as they are keen.
My knowledge has gravitated to a new form of wisdom. The galaxy declares instruction. I'm not the one that shapes this universe. But I am inspired to create word construction.
It may seem like your efforts are futile. Your passion has become weak. But see me as a different, unique stroke of genius. And appreciate my talent as I remain meek.
The point of no return has no fading image. Dreams of reality prove to be my new vision. With every obstacle there comes turbulent affairs. Yet everything that happens is solely my decision.
That's just the way life is. We start our lives walking down a road. We meet many people. I look to the simple things in life. There is so much complexity in this crazy world. Well, I am a single guy making my way in this life. I have a job my own car and my own place. With all of that I am still on that same search I started so long ago. Friends have come and gone. There were reasons, seasons and lifetime people from all walks of life. I closed 2012 with dignity and respect. 2013 is here and I'm looking to engineer more change and spark a revolution of information and enlightenment. My new chapter is being written right now as I write this. The chapters of my past make a great story already. There have been hardships and heartbreaks. There has been pain and also laughter. I am growing each day and I dream of new and better things. I have a new muse now. She is a beautiful Canadian princess. She brings new light to my writing and inspires me to do more. This chapter is my new beginning. Let's just see where it takes me.
"Caliga's Dream"
Written 12/27/2007
By JBW aka Caliga Relinquo
I close my eyes
Begin to pray
Then start to dream
Of my whole day
Visions of everyone
Walk through my sight
All of them having
Some type of light
Colors through a spectrum
I don't think so
I don't want to wake
This dream, I can't let go
Now I talk to God
My only true friend
He gives me assurance
And says it's not the end
I have to have faith
I already have love
I'm in need of a blessing
One that reaches up above
Now I can't breathe
I fall to my knees
He wants to show me
The truth that He sees
I ask Him no question
He has answered all of them
I wonder if I'm good enough
To enter into His kingdom
I wake from this dream
I end my prayer
I think of my love
And with whom I will share
The Constitution was made to protect the people from all enemies both foreign and domestic. When you have a government that takes away your basic rights and liberties all to make you a slave it's not okay to just sit back and do nothing. Remember that evil happens when good men fail to act. Now that we have officials in power that take away the one very thing that makes you free, people are quick to turn a blind eye. Choice is all you have. Choose this day who you will serve. Choice seperates a free man from a slave. Choice distinguishes human from any other creature or thing. Without choice you might as well be a battery supplying energy to a system that wants you dead or under their control. I'm sick of everyone being fed nonsense by the media and our government leaders. If you don't want to ne informed, fine just keep walking as a sheep right off that cliff and fall to your death. I'm not about games. This is as real as it gets. You will not infringe upon my God given rights and you will never take away my choice. All men are still created equal. I have a right to speak my mind without fear of retaliation or backlash. Also if I so choose to protect myself with a firearm that will be my choice not yours. There is no right given to you for an unreasonable search or seizure. You do need a warrant unless you have just cause and my race should not come in to question when identifying me as a suspicious character. Lastly, the power not delegated to government is and always will be reserved to the people. Constitute that. #myfreedomisnotforsale
Stand up against the tyranny and oppression of the global elite. Americans need to wake up and realize that this country has been sold to a bunch of wealthy global eugenics. Get informed now.@ infowars.com or prisonplanet.tv Also please checkout drudgereport.com There is no excuse. Stop being lazy. Don't just sit there and enjoy the bliss of ignorance. That is a foolish mistake. The first thing a government out of control does is take away basic freedoms. Hello how about your first and second amendment rights. You can't say anything anymore without backlash or fear of government retaliation. Now they're coming for your guns. The whole point is about personal protection and freedom given to us by our Constitution. Know your rights people, it's getting ridiculous. The constitution was created to protect the people from all enemies both domestic and foreign. So now that we have a tyrannical government system trying to control our every move, it's time to stand up and fight back. Stop being a slave. Don't believe everything you see in the media. They only tell you what they want you to know and most often it's a cover up for something major. Ignite the revolution, hoist the colors of red white and blue and put an end to this takeover of our country.
With softest shadows filling the midnight air
I do dare to dream of a sparrow up their
Is it watching over me or stalking me like prey?
How does it view me as so small from where I lay?
Speaking up to the bird my words seem to fly
But drowning in my sorrow flows my tears to the sky
Has it gone away from my view and left me alone?
Maybe it's a test or a warning with no caution or cone
Clearing toward the day my way begins to look bright
For now it reappears the blessed sparrow of the night
